Psalm 61

God. You love me. But first you love yourself. But in that love for your self, you just have to love me, right? Please remember me, don´t let me go; pursue me. I need you to. Lead me on the road of salvation. I can´t even fake thinking about leading others right now; just help me. If you want me, help me. Do not reject me, even though I have not been your most faithful servant or anything. I´m just so exhausted, so angry, so sad, so tired... How can one be amazingly faithful in times like this without ... fainting? Or giving up?