Right now... I don´t have the amount of money for SBS that I thought I had. A tiny miscalculation. But the way God provided for me to come here was amazing. I´ve never seen or experienced God provide like that. So why should I worry about it now? Shouldn´t I just be able to rest?
There are so many reasons I am here. God wants me to be rooted in Him, God wants me to gain deeeper understanding, receive wisdom, get closer to His heart; see what he sees and pass it on to others. Still, this fear sneaks up on me: "O no, what if I have fallen in too many areas recently for God to provide for me!" But that´s nonesense!! If I have fallen in "too" many areas, That´s just another reason why God would NOT send me home.
Okay. That was comforting. My own little comfort-food for the day.
Thank you papa. You are my provider, and I am looking forward to see how you´ll provide this time. Oh yeah!
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