It breaks my heart
how you say:
"I am the Lord your God,
who brought you up out of the land of
Egypt.
Open your mouth wide and I will fill it.
But my people did not listen to my voice;
Israel would not submit to me.
So I gave them over to their stubborn hearts,
to follow their own counsels.
O that my people would not listen to me,
that Israel would not walk in my ways!"
... It makes me cry. Cause right now, it´s just so real to me. You are so passionate, and want soo badly for your people to see how good you are and how good your way is. And we just keep being stubborn. It breaks your heart... that you have to let us go... Over and over again, you let us follow our own ways that you know is gonna ruin us, and in the end lead us away from you forever. But you can´t and won´t hold on to us unless we let you. You don´t want programmed human beings. You want passion. Love. Interaction. Relationship.
God. I love you. And I am so sorry for my stubbornness. I know I probably will have to say sorry a thousand more times, but still; I just don´t want to hurt you again! I want what you want!
Thank you for being so passionate. I love that. I love you. I really do! And I love voicing it, cause for a while I couldn´t! It didn´t feel real. And now, I´m finally there...Back on my knees, broken for you, therefore wholly surrendered. You rock my world.
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